i'm feeling a little sad today, though no real reason behind it all.
i've been thinking a lot lately about life, and how i feel so behind on things...it's crazy to look back and see how much an eating disorder can take away from a person. i feel saddened when i think about all of my friends who are still in throes of the disorder, life not standing still for them. we have been robbed of so much, and that makes me sad.
however, i think we also gain wisdom and learn so many valuable life lessons through it all. Maybe what is lost is eventually gained. i hope that i can take the wreckage of my past and make a new, whole, fruitful future for myself. i pray that i will be able to share some of my journey with others and help them to become stronger and more courageous.
i am missing the support of tulsa today, but know that i CAN do this, and will be a survivor. i AM a survivor, with a story to tell, and a life to live...
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